Philosophy...??

So one of the starting points for this unit is to figure out what my philosophy is... I have been thinking and brainstorming long and hard... and have come to the conclusion that my mission is to become involved in communication... ultimately in styling/buying or something related... My signature style is girly/feminine with a dark edge. I personally, at the moment feel happier than I have in a long time... but my demons are still there, the dark cloud that tends to drag me down just when I start to enjoy myself. I wish to reflect this in my work by choosing a concept that reflects the femininity but also with a very dark sinister edge: post-apocalyptic princess